When I see you dance

dancer

When I see you dance, my heart is filled with joy. You move as though you are flying – unrestrained and untamed, free from inhibitions, lost in the rapture of your magical flight. When I see you dance, my heart is filled with the moment. I surrender – closing out the rest of the world, [...]

As you lay sleeping

sleeping child

My child, mine Sleeping so peacefully, The day’s cares and adventures all fallen away Your small fingers wrapped ‘round Your favorite fur friend – Confidant and protector, collector of tears I sit in the nightlight’s pale circle of light And look upon your face So sweet and so true Unmarred by troubles or worry or [...]

As much as the sky

lemead_sky

I run the washcloth over my son’s back, noticing that his shoulder blades jut out just like wings.  His skin has the same almost-translucent skim milk paleness that mine does.  Over and over again I splash the washcloth into the water and squeeze it over his shoulders.  Each time his neck arches forward, his wings [...]

I had a dream, mama …

surrealdream

“Mom! I had a dream last night that I had a pet tiger I could ride and then I baked a ginormous birthday cake the size of our house with sparkle frosting and firework candles as big as me and then we all went on a roller coaster like the one at Disney World and [...]

When I grow up …

tightrope

When my daughter was four, she wanted to be a tap dancing tightrope walker. If you asked her today, she’d probably tell you she’s going to be a dog trainer/fashion designer/singer. When I was younger, I wanted to be a dolphin trainer, editor of a New York fashion magazine, and Barbara Streisand. How our children answer [...]

My Child, My Life

childlife

There is no doubt, my child, that I gave you life; but you, my darling, returned the favor. My life was good. I was happy, successful, and thriving; but I had no idea the richness and magic I was missing. I did not know that I was living only a half-life. The things I once [...]